okay so i dont even know where to begin.......... lets see so i thought that prom was going to be fun, but i have this feeling that its just going to be full of drama, and nothing but everyone fighting. i just have this strong feeling about this. then well lets see i feel like he just is using me for one thing. and thats not gunna happen, the things that he said to me this moring on the phone, just makes me feel totally shitty, and it just makes me feel worse than i already feel for taking my bad day out on him. i mean i didnt mean to, it just happend and even tho i apologized i just want to scream, cause its like he just doesnt understand or something   
i cant even tell you how im feeling or what has been going through my head....i just want to say that im done with everything, but i cant.....it wont solve anything, its just gunna make things worse than they already are.....! URGH!!!!!!!!! *Friends are all you have. They cry during your misery, laugh even when you're not funny, smile for you when you get the guy, and when u say "I give up" they are right there telling you to try*
*Friends are all you have. They cry during your misery, laugh even when you're not funny, smile for you when you get the guy, and when u say "I give up" they are right there telling you to try*
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i mean i cant even describe to you how amazingly sweet he was to me.and what he did for me to make up for not going to prom.....wow! i dont think that i would have had it any other way! i mean i know that me and him fight, and we do it most of the time, but i really do love him! Trust me! and i know that he thinks i like all these other guys and i check them out all the time, but truthfully i dont, and i dont care what people want to think! so whatever.